zarahjoyce: (akashi natsuki)
I lol'd ([personal profile] zarahjoyce) wrote2010-10-07 09:39 am

real life/rp stuff

We went to the cremation of the remains of my high school friend yesterday. Her death came as a surprise to me, but what was even more shocking was the fact that she was horribly sick and none of us, her high school friends, were aware of this fact. It was disheartening to know that we weren't even there to offer her our support and love when she was suffering through her illness. At the same time, it was inspiring how tough she had been at the face of death and how valiant she fought to keep living - imagine being resuscitated twelve times, her body responding to every CPR and getting revived - until it no longer could.

Rest in peace, Stella. You're my personal hero.




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On a semi-related note, it seems like I've hit a serious lag in terms of RP-ing. I'm sitting here, staring at my tags and just... I can't. The motivation to do anything related to it is just not there, although hopefully this will get resolved very soon. Sorry guys.