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I lol'd ([personal profile] zarahjoyce) wrote2010-10-07 09:39 am

real life/rp stuff

We went to the cremation of the remains of my high school friend yesterday. Her death came as a surprise to me, but what was even more shocking was the fact that she was horribly sick and none of us, her high school friends, were aware of this fact. It was disheartening to know that we weren't even there to offer her our support and love when she was suffering through her illness. At the same time, it was inspiring how tough she had been at the face of death and how valiant she fought to keep living - imagine being resuscitated twelve times, her body responding to every CPR and getting revived - until it no longer could.

Rest in peace, Stella. You're my personal hero.




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On a semi-related note, it seems like I've hit a serious lag in terms of RP-ing. I'm sitting here, staring at my tags and just... I can't. The motivation to do anything related to it is just not there, although hopefully this will get resolved very soon. Sorry guys.
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[personal profile] the 2010-10-07 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry about your friend. She sounds like a real badass female. And no worries about the RP stuff. Everyone has dry spells.

/hugs <3

[identity profile] catchingspirit.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know what to say except that I'll be thinking of you and praying for her, and for your friend.

[identity profile] damnskippytoo.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I'm sorry to hear about your friend. It sounds like she was a real fighter and truly selfless in not wanting to burden her friends.
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[identity profile] notcrazy-honest.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
I am so sorry to hear about your friend. What a terrible shock. But she definitely sounds like a tough one.

And goodness, don't worry about RP. You need some time to breathe here. *hugs so much*

[personal profile] tamitha 2010-10-07 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry for your loss. I understand how you're feeling more than I'd like to. She sounds like a truly inspiring individual. Take all the time you need and focus on you; don't worry about RP, you come first.

/hugs tight ❤❤

[identity profile] egregiouslypink.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, hon. I'm so sorry for your loss, and just... don't worry about RP. Take care of yourself, that's miles ahead of anything else. ♥

[identity profile] reetinkerbell.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I'm sorry about your friend.

[identity profile] polina-slosvau.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
She sounds like a real fighter, yeah. That's always amazing, when people are so strong. My condolences.

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 10:59 am (UTC)(link)
She really is, thank you ♥

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 10:59 am (UTC)(link)

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
She definitely is. Thank you.

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 11:01 am (UTC)(link)


/hugs back

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
/hugs back

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
♥♥♥

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 11:03 am (UTC)(link)
/hugs back

Thank you. ♥

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 11:03 am (UTC)(link)
It's definitely inspiring to hear about them.

Thank you ♥

[identity profile] sunflowerkudi.livejournal.com 2010-10-07 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I am sorry to hear about your friend. *hugs*

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-08 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
/hugs back

Thank you ♥
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[identity profile] fruitsgrow.livejournal.com 2010-10-08 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, she was a real fighter, and I'm a little inspired myself to read that. I'm sorry for your loss, though.

Take care of yourself.

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-09 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you ♥

[identity profile] purpletenshi.livejournal.com 2010-10-11 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Zarah!

[identity profile] zarahjoyce.livejournal.com 2010-10-11 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
Ayen T___T Ito dahilan kung bakit yung FB ni Ave puro malulungkot messages :(