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zarahjoyce) wrote2010-10-14 10:56 am
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glee!
I am now seriously hooked on this show. I started watching the episodes this week and just... lovelovelove. I adore Kurt and Santana! It doesn't help that my favorite number of theirs is Bad Romance, which... is in my phone. On repeat. Right now. And I will forever lol at Kurt and his football team's Single Ladies routine.
In other news, I am oh-so-slowly getting my rp mojo back again! Yay.
In other, other news, I had that dream about teaching again. This time? Fourth-graders, Math. And there was this scene where a kid was asking me about something and I really didn't understand what he was talking about, and as he went to sit down he said, 'it's okay. I know you didn't get it.' And all those feelings I had about teaching elementary students - such as feelings of incompetence at classroom discipline, inadequacy, 'oh god what am I doing here' - came rushing back. And this happened after I felt that need and want to teach again - college-level, though. Also, English. Subconscious, what are you trying to tell me :(
In other news, I am oh-so-slowly getting my rp mojo back again! Yay.
In other, other news, I had that dream about teaching again. This time? Fourth-graders, Math. And there was this scene where a kid was asking me about something and I really didn't understand what he was talking about, and as he went to sit down he said, 'it's okay. I know you didn't get it.' And all those feelings I had about teaching elementary students - such as feelings of incompetence at classroom discipline, inadequacy, 'oh god what am I doing here' - came rushing back. And this happened after I felt that need and want to teach again - college-level, though. Also, English. Subconscious, what are you trying to tell me :(

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I taught 8th Grade for a while. It was a pain being a 20 something who looks like she could order off the kids' menu getting those kids to adhere to disciplinary issues. Panic attack inducing at times, negl. I totally fear you there, though I didn't teach nearly as young as 4th Graders. Far too tiny for me. College level doesn't sound like it would be bad! This is actually what I'm debating looking into since I've got a truckload of issues with the textbook reforms the state has done in regards to middle school. There, you're more likely to get students who want to be there and actually try. Maybe your subconscious is telling you that giving it a try can't hurt?
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8th Grade! I subbed for a 7th Grade teacher a few times and just... no. I knew I can't teach anywhere from 6th to high school... which is weird considering college years are just a year or two away from high school. I was teaching 1st grade students in my first and only year of teaching and they are definitely very tiny. But they're so cute! And hard to control, though. SIGH.
I think so, too! I'm planning on getting a degree or MA just so I can be qualified to teach in college :D
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Maybe it's because we like Draco that blond guys are automatically likable? I don't know.
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It's telling you that you made the right choice in wanting to teach college-level and English, rather than fourth-graders Math, that's what it's telling you.
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I don't even know why I'm teaching Math in my dream, though. It was so weird!
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Possibly because it was a bad dream with all the things you're afraid/worried about regarding teaching and you want to teach Math the least, so that's what you dreamed about?
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Very possibly. I actually woke up sweating - it was that scary to me.
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That, does not sound good at all.
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