zarahjoyce | OH my GOD!!!!

It's officially TUESDAY BY MY CLOCK, which means... the day for my thesis defense had come. OHMYGOD. Am I ready? Am I ready? Do I look like I'm ready? I haven't even practiced the slides thingy... oh God, my heart is beating again. this day is the deciding factor if I'm to graduate or not. I don't even care anymore if I graduate Cum Laude. Okay, scratch that, I DO CARE, but heck, I'm more willing to graduate and not be a Cum Laude than not graduate at all.

Would I live beyond this day? I hope. I hope self-loathing won't consume me yet.